built to spill tonight

we're going to built to spill tonight. si said he and i will get in free but i'll split ticket prices with anyone. or pay for your ticket. i'm in a good mood and probably owe you anyhow.

built to spill concert will be less of an evening of musical enjoyment and more of testing the speculation that i will never have a good night seeing a built to spill concert. last time was pissing on churches fighting with bff horrendous.

we'll see.

so there's built to spill up above. i will be staring at this picture until my contacts fall out and my eyes start bleeding from dehydration. imagine those nightmarish close up scenes of ren. there were pimples on the pimples and sweat and disgusting green lesions on the face. yes that's me and this picture. i'm not going to forget what these guys look like this time and ask when built to spill is coming on and then get laughed at. everyone does it!!! you start listening to a band, kinda start loving them and make a concrete visual of what they probably look like and then

this happens
which is not bad!!! but when you were expecting something different it's dizzying. i always saw doug martsch as painfully guitar guy skinny, longer straight dirty black hair, midwest white bread, friend's older brother cool, thrift store clothes and yea yea i'm pretty much describing him word for word but my mind made him less magic mushroom. almost the same but not quite.

see you there.

oh and p.s. the whole love love LOVING a band and then seeing the singer and kinda getting even a teensy bit turned off happens to every girl ever. that's why deathcab for cutie is forever fatcab for chubby.
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p.p.s. i just had a lovey memory of the last time we saw built to spill. check back later.