future self,will i always be excited and lost and euphoric when midnight-chatting to my high school bf?
i'm not sure.
he was around for all the big deals of a 16 year old. staying out late and getting in trouble. summer star watching. long drives. teenage movies on our parents' couches. mix tapes. sex. pointless fights. kissing. soccer games. school dances. pot. sleepy saturday morning phone calls. secret secret sleep overs.
yea. i guess i'll always be the lost excited girl around him.
at least, i hope so.
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