this is all it is?

i'm so fucking depressed. regressing back to radiohead middle school days. i'm listening to radiohead's how i made my millions and lift and lucky and backdrifts and lull. i'm in that kind of mood ok? old b side radiohead. i think i may bring over a cd of it all for game night on thurs.
what's worse is that gene simmon's family reality show is going on in the background and worst taste combo ever, radiohead and kiss. i'm glad i'm only 23 and not 39 and possibly had slept with gene simmons. looks like he didn't age well did everyone else watch his sex tape. like gross.

anyway. i guess i got that toxicology job so i've kinda been busy with shitty training and other bullshit. smiling and being bossed around. getting pretty big bucks. this is what is must feel like to be pregnant you can't go out and drink every night and be careful with drugs and other petty fuckery that makes your life a living hell. to spite all of this nonsense i'm going out and getting fucked up and getting to work extra early and hungover and extra mean with a side of dip.

bla. radiohead feels good.